Sunday 2 November 2008

Menggamit Setahun yang telah Pergi


29 Oktober 2008.

29 Oktober 2007.

Hampir serupa. Tapi tak sama.


29 Oktober yang lalu, minda saya menerawang ke satu masa silam.

Apa yang istimewanya tarikh ini?

Saya menghalakan cursor tetikus Nurul Iman ke arah "Return to list of posts".
Kemudian..Klik..

Mata saya liar mencari "the oldest post".
Kemudian...Klik lagi..

Kemudian, retina mata menangkap kelibat tajuk post "nazirah...oh nazirah.." bertarikh 29 Oktober 2007.

Saya klik lagi..
Perlahan, sebaris demi sebaris ayat dibaca.


assalamualaikum...

NAZIRAH & BLOG

my first time blogging...thanks to nazirah who kept insisting me to write blog. i did not bother to write/read people's blogs before because i thought it s all about people's diary..nothing less. full stop. but nazirah convinced me that writing blog can be a means of dakwah...if your intention to write is because you wish that people will gain something in their life from their reading..insyaalah you may someday touch and reach their heart. I started to think. yes! you are right, nazi....

Now, I am in Sheffield, miles away from home. Away from family. Away from friends (or the exact word, Akhowat) who really care about me. Away from Biah Solehah. But I believe that's not the reason for anybody of us to escape from continuing the WAY OF LIFE that we had preserved.

MISSING A LOT

I must tell something. I miss the people who showed me the Beauty of Islam. I miss the people who showed me The Sweetness of Ukhwah and Mahabbah. I miss everyone who had touched and reached my heart with Islam as the main ingredient in their approaches. I am sure you know who I am talking about. Their are all my sisters. My sisters who were never say NO when I asked for help and guidance. My sisters who were holding my hands tightly when I was about to collapse.

I miss the moment we first time met together.
I miss the moment we started to know each other.
I miss the moment we were laughing and crying together.
I wish our LOVE will be always blossom forever.

Saudaramu,

iman_muslihah


Seusai membaca post ini, saya tergelak sendiri.
Oh, ini ke rupa post pertama saya dahulu?
Saya menulis dalam Inggeris rupanya.
Sangat narrative dan monotonous.
Memang membosankan. (hehe)

Saya teringat, tahun lalu, sewaktu members SMSA yang aktif berbincang di forum website SMSA, ada suatu ketika kami berbincang tentang blog milik peribadi, pengkritik tetap (tetapi agak senyap) blog saya, Kak Adibah Kassim pernah memberi komen, karangan saya narrative sangat pada waktu itu. (Tak silap, dia ada cakap, boleh tertidur baca ke apa, saya dah lupa..huhu..)

Benar agaknya apa yang dikomennya itu.Memang monotonous.

Saya menulis bukan atas keinginan sendiri pada waktu itu, tetapi seringkali dipujuk oleh Nazirah..

Saya ingat lagi..

"Wani..tulislah blog.." pujuk teman baik saya.

"Tulis blog? Huh..kita, nak membaca blog orang pun malas..Nak menulis pula? Hmm..terima kasih je lah," saya memberi alasan.

"Alaaa..Tak bestlah macam ni, nanti tak tahu update pasal awak. Dah jauh ni, kalau tulis blog, at least, kita boleh tahu keadaan awak,Wani," desaknya lagi..

Huh!
Saya melepaskan nafas.

"Hm..awak ni..saja je tau suruh kita buat itu ini..ye lah..yelah..nanti kita fikirkan, tapi tak janji tau!", saya mengendurkan perbualan.

Itu, kenangan setahun yang lepas.
Tetapi terasa seperti baru semalam, saya baru bertatih menulis.

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Waktu itu, statistik pembaca yang melawat di blog saya hanya berapa kerat sahaja, rata-rata hanya kawan-kawan rapat KMB seperti di Leeds, Dublin, Leicester dan Sheffield. (Rasanya boleh teka siapa orang yang disebutkan ini ^_^)

Hari ini, setelah terlalu banyak kali saya menagguhkan hasrat yang sudah lama terpendam, akhirnya saya cuba juga memaksa diri untuk membuat sedikit perubahan.

Insyaalah, mulai hari ini, blog Halawatul Iman akan berhijrah dari format blog spot kepada wordpress.

Sila lawati http://halawatuliman.wordpress.com/

2 comments:

nurinkhairi said...

salam,
aip..wani silap tu..mana ad akte ckp bleh trtidur dik oi! tak tepat sungguh..wat i meant was cuma pjg sgt in one post,kdg2 sy berenti bc,pastu lenkali smbng blk..hehe..time tgh bz la..
narrative x narrativ..dats ur style..my writing style not gud as much..evryone has got their own styles n the writing styles in which they like n they dont
salam sis

Anonymous said...

salam wani..
it's d same with me..it's one of my fren that really2 insist me to write blog..huhu but i dun like my blogspot blog being revealed to public actually huhu , do u mind to unattach that from ur list?

jazakillahukhair

regards,
ur jiran depan rumah yg antar udang goreng (hahahah)